the abyss stares back

call me haydar!
20+. he/they. southeast asian.
queer. bilingual.
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🌻 twitter:
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art blog @haydardotjpg | primary blog
πŸ’ ao3: salamisato
🌷 toyhouse: salamisato

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You're off the edge of the map, mate.
Here there be opinions.

just so you know,⭐ if you bring proship/anti fandom discourse into my house i will bite you.
⭐ highly critical about lots of things so don't take it personally.
⭐ i am unserious about 87% of the time.
⭐ i almost always take nuances into account when making a point but sometimes, for the bit, i may overgeneralise or exaggerate. sorry.
⭐ feel free to block/unfollow/mute whenever.
⭐ this user is anti-colonialist & anti-racist.
⭐ no TERFs, zionists or any ethnonationalists will be tolerated.
stuff i never shut up about include
🌼 my OCs
🌼 literary analysis
🌼 cultural studies
🌼 whatever i'm hyperfixating on at the time (sorry)


interests

tv & moviesbooks & litgamesanim & manga
umbrella academystormlight archivethe last of us 1&2a:tla & lok
ofmdsix of crowskingdom heartsjujutsu kaisen
bridgertonthe witcherpersona 3/4/5fma:b
game of thronesfrankensteinfe:3hblue eye samurai
lord of the ringspride & prejudicedisco elysiummp100
star warsthe hunger gamesgenshin impactarcane
iwtvhaunting of hill househadesdungeon meshi
musicmisc
florence + the machinedungeons & dragons
hozierart, writing, literature
bleacherslinguistics
sleeping at lastpoetry
fleetwood macmythology
kaleohistory (esp SEA-related)
classical musicastrology & tarot
chappell roanmy OCs

interests, part 2: characters

beloved blorbos of all time

jujutsu kaisen
🟧 gojo satoru
🟨 geto suguru
a:tla/lok
🟧 katara
🟧 sokka
🟧 aang
🟧 zuko
blue eye samurai
🟨 mizu
🟧 taigen
stormlight archive
🟧 kaladin stormblessed
🟨 shallan davar
🟧 adolin kholin
kingdom hearts
🟨 axel
🟧 saïx
🟧 xion
persona 4
🟧 kanji tatsumi
🟨 naoto shirogane
🟧 yosuke hanamura

spop
🟨 catra
tlou
🟨 ellie williams
🟧 joel miller
genshin impact
🟨 xiao
🟧 cyno
🟧 kazuha
dungeon meshi
🟧 laios touden
🟨 marcille donato
arcane
🟨 jinx
🟧 ekko
fe:3h
🟧 edelgard von hresvelg
🟧 ferdinand von aegir
🟧 bernadetta von varley
fma:b
🟨 envy
🟧 greed
🟧 ling


interests, part 3: ships

ships that live in my brain

(emojis denote ships i enjoy with a fixed dynamic, no switch)

jujutsu kaisen
πŸ’› satoru/suguru [satosugu; goge] βšͺ⚫
🧑 yuuji/megumi [itafushi]
a:tla/lok
πŸ’› korra/asami [korrasami]
πŸ’› katara/aang [kataang]
🧑 zuko/sokka [zukka]
blue eye samurai
πŸ’› taigen/mizu [taimizu] 🌳🌊
stormlight archive
🧑 kaladin/adolin/shallan [shakadolin]
🧑 kaladin/adolin [kadolin]
🧑 kaladin/moash [kalmoash]
arcane
🧑 ekko/jinx [timebomb]
kingdom hearts
πŸ’› axel/saix [akusai; leaisa] πŸ”₯πŸŒ™
🧑 namine/xion [namixi]

star wars
🧑 finn/poe [finnpoe; stormpilot]
fe:3h
🧑 edelgard/dorothea [edelthea]
🧑 ferdinand/bernadetta [fernadetta]
spop
πŸ’› catra/adora [catradora]
genshin impact
🧑 xiao/aether [xiaother]
🧑 cyno/haitham [cytham] βš–οΈπŸŒ±
🧑 dehya/dunyarzad [dehyarzad]
🧑 clorinde/navia [clorivia]
persona 4
🧑 souji/yosuke [souyo]
🧑 kanji/naoto [kannao]
dungeon meshi
🧑 falin/marcille [farcille]
🧑 laios/kabru [labru]

ships i mute

(for any number of reasons)

a:tla/lok
🚫 zuko/katara [zutara]
🚫 mako/korra [makorra]
blue eye samurai
🚫 mizu/akemi [mizukemi; akemizu]
star wars
🚫 rey/kylo ren [reylo]

genshin impact
🚫 cyno/tighnari [cynonari]
🚫 haitham/kaveh [haikaveh; kavethem]
🚫 diluc/kaeya [kaeluc; luckae]
kingdom hearts
🚫 xemnas/saix [xemsai]
🚫 xigbar/saix [xigsai]

🚫🚫🚫 any ship between an adult and a child